
Charge at to My Account
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Personally, to me, and to those many who are like me, nothing
really maers except the answer to the burning quesons:
‘Am I going to live, or shall I vanish like a bubble? What is
the aim, and the sense, and the issue of all this strife and
suering?’ The doubt of these two quesons lives in us, and
aect all our thoughts and feelings. Modern agnoscism is a
tragic and shaering frame of mind. To dismiss agnoscism
as an easy and shallow escape from the moral obligaons and
discipline of religion — this is an unworthy and supercial way
of dealing with it. Is science responsible for my agnoscism
and for that of others who think like me? I believe it is, and
therefore I do not love science, though I have to remain its
loyal servant. Is there any hope of bridging this deepest gulf
between tragic agnoscism and belief? I do not know. Is there
any remedy? I cannot answer this either.”
The blessed, holy Word of God answers every one of these
quesons, but the modern mind turns away from it all,
and says, “No, I would rather go on quesoning, go on in
uncertainty, than to face the problem of Jesus Christ.”
But Jesus Christ is not a problem, He is the soluon to every
problem for life, for death, and for eternity. Listen to the
poor woman at the well. Wonderingly she gazes at the Jewish
stranger who seems so ready to deal graciously with the
Samaritan, and she says, “I know that Messias cometh, which
is called Christ: when he is come, he will tell us all things.”
Oh, the quesons that were welling up in that woman’s
heart — “If I could only see Him maybe He would answer all
my quesons, maybe He would solve all my problems,” and
quietly, earnestly, kindly, Jesus looks upon her, and says, “I
that speak unto thee am he.” She took one long look into
those fathomless eyes of His, and in a moment every queson
was answered, and back to the city she ran, and said to the
men, “Come, see a man, which told me all things that ever
I did: is not this the Christ?” Yes, He is the answer to every